You can spend minutes, hour, days, weeks or even months over analysing the situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could have or would've happened- or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. 


I'm trying but it's just so goddamn difficult.

Changes.

Great people talk about ideas.

Average people talk about things.

Small people talk about other people.

I know way too many people, who talk about other people. This needs to change.

Surgery.

Way back in '05 I had my jaw broken. Surgically broken, not being punched in the face by a mortal enemy kind of broken. Now, as if just to annoy me, my jaw has been doing funny things since about September '10. By the way, I am actually completely aware it is almost the end of February '11 and it has taken me THIS long to make an appointment with the specialist. I went today and lo and behold they are going to slice my poor gums open, for not a first, not a second, but a third time to remove the plates and screws that basically held my jaw together while it was healing in '05.

This is happening on Tuesday the 1st and I'm super scared. Please help. Someone come watch movies with me at the least.

Wish me luck.

Twenty One

So, on Saturday night I went to my friends 21st. Actually, it was a rather great night. I saw a lot of people that I had forgotten about and that I did genuinely like while I was at school. They never really had that 'high school' agenda involving gossip and so on and so forth. It began at his house which it turns out, is conveniently close to my house. Then the strangest of things happened, our lift bailed and an acquaintance of another young lady there said there were spare seats in her friends car. ANYWHO, this friend turned out to be my hairdresser! Boy was that awkward when I came out stumbling all over the joint (way too much vino).
You can assume I spent all of Sunday not feeling very well in the slightest.

In other news, it's cold! Really cold. Pull your shit together Melbourne.

7 days until shopping ban is reinstated :(

Near death experience avoided.

I ALMOST did my first spin class today but then my friend just text me and said she's feeling unwell so we don't have to go until tomorrow. Yippee.

I'm dreading it. Absolutely dreading it. I will be sore, very very very VERY sore. But, in the name of friendship I will sacrifice the stability of my legs for a few days and participate as a motivational factor.

Big, red envelopes.

Valentines day!

Yes, I know it was a whole 3 days ago now but I have blog lazy (blazy?) and never got around to it.

I was unfortunately also lazy on Valentines day, but we had cake and movies and I got roses :)

I've never really had a Valentines day where a GIGANTIC deal was made out of it but hey, maybe I'm just a freak. But at least I had a Valentine.

Getting super excited about going overseas now. Less than four months!

Unsatisfying Saturdays.

Trying to save money is that I get bored. I get bored and have nothing to do because everything costs money. So, I have one day off this week and I have absolutely nothing to do because....everything costs money, and it sucks.

I can't go shopping, I can't go for meals out and the boy fell asleep (yes...it is 12:50 in the afternoon). I'm sick of watching episodes of everything on t.v and I wish I was going to uni right now. The only catch to that would be that I can't actually then be working full time and I wouldn't be saving as much. Also, for some reason my pay has not cleared so I don't even get to enjoy my regular Saturday satisfaction of transferring money into my Europe, and house funds!

Anyone have any ideas for completely free entertainment?