You can spend minutes, hour, days, weeks or even months over analysing the situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could have or would've happened- or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on. 


I'm trying but it's just so goddamn difficult.

Changes.

Great people talk about ideas.

Average people talk about things.

Small people talk about other people.

I know way too many people, who talk about other people. This needs to change.

Surgery.

Way back in '05 I had my jaw broken. Surgically broken, not being punched in the face by a mortal enemy kind of broken. Now, as if just to annoy me, my jaw has been doing funny things since about September '10. By the way, I am actually completely aware it is almost the end of February '11 and it has taken me THIS long to make an appointment with the specialist. I went today and lo and behold they are going to slice my poor gums open, for not a first, not a second, but a third time to remove the plates and screws that basically held my jaw together while it was healing in '05.

This is happening on Tuesday the 1st and I'm super scared. Please help. Someone come watch movies with me at the least.

Wish me luck.

Twenty One

So, on Saturday night I went to my friends 21st. Actually, it was a rather great night. I saw a lot of people that I had forgotten about and that I did genuinely like while I was at school. They never really had that 'high school' agenda involving gossip and so on and so forth. It began at his house which it turns out, is conveniently close to my house. Then the strangest of things happened, our lift bailed and an acquaintance of another young lady there said there were spare seats in her friends car. ANYWHO, this friend turned out to be my hairdresser! Boy was that awkward when I came out stumbling all over the joint (way too much vino).
You can assume I spent all of Sunday not feeling very well in the slightest.

In other news, it's cold! Really cold. Pull your shit together Melbourne.

7 days until shopping ban is reinstated :(

Near death experience avoided.

I ALMOST did my first spin class today but then my friend just text me and said she's feeling unwell so we don't have to go until tomorrow. Yippee.

I'm dreading it. Absolutely dreading it. I will be sore, very very very VERY sore. But, in the name of friendship I will sacrifice the stability of my legs for a few days and participate as a motivational factor.

Big, red envelopes.

Valentines day!

Yes, I know it was a whole 3 days ago now but I have blog lazy (blazy?) and never got around to it.

I was unfortunately also lazy on Valentines day, but we had cake and movies and I got roses :)

I've never really had a Valentines day where a GIGANTIC deal was made out of it but hey, maybe I'm just a freak. But at least I had a Valentine.

Getting super excited about going overseas now. Less than four months!

Unsatisfying Saturdays.

Trying to save money is that I get bored. I get bored and have nothing to do because everything costs money. So, I have one day off this week and I have absolutely nothing to do because....everything costs money, and it sucks.

I can't go shopping, I can't go for meals out and the boy fell asleep (yes...it is 12:50 in the afternoon). I'm sick of watching episodes of everything on t.v and I wish I was going to uni right now. The only catch to that would be that I can't actually then be working full time and I wouldn't be saving as much. Also, for some reason my pay has not cleared so I don't even get to enjoy my regular Saturday satisfaction of transferring money into my Europe, and house funds!

Anyone have any ideas for completely free entertainment?

A costly lunch.

Spaghetti bolognese, and I think a roast vegetable foccacia.

Anyway, that wasn't the expensive part. The expensive part was the parking fine that was issued to me. Strange thing was, it was issued for me being parked between the times of 12:58, and 1:21 in an area marked as 30 minutes parking. Now, correct me if I'm wrong but I'm pretty sure that is only 23 minutes.

That awkward moment.

When you're waiting in line for the toilet and the person in front of you completely saturates the floor in their own urine and because, obviously we were waiting in line, they had no other option but to stand there completely and utterly humiliated.

I didn't know what to do with myself! I could have offered to help but in all honesty that seemed a bit silly because what was I supposed to do? I had nothing to help clean up the mess and nothing to ease her embarrassment short of saying "would you like to borrow my pants?" or "don't worry- that happens to me all the time."

Now, I'm going to give her the benefit of the doubt and assume she has some sort of bladder problem and didn't just wait too long and then get stuck in a line.

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Wishlist.

http://www.wittner.com.au/just-in/view-all/lavish-black-leather.html

Wittner- Lavish. 

http://www.tonybianco.com.au/product.asp?page=1&categoryID=17&productID=1152&colourID=4781

Tony Bianco- Maxine.

I am currently in need of some shoes because somehow I haven't bought any in sooo long that I am now sorely lacking.

I have also decided I am in need of some more CASUAL clothing. The kind that can be taken over the seas and not need any special care because I liked the pretty material it was made out of. Must be machine washable and quickish to dry. I'm thinking cute skirts teamed with basic tops and sun dresses.
I really want a maxi dress/skirt but everything else I own is no where near the length of that and I'm not entirely sure how I look in them. Ha, stupid I know. But I just feel so damn weird wearing them because they're so different to the rest of my clothes!

A random day off.

Usually, I don't have days off work during the week but today I did. I spent the whole day at the shops and I didn't purchase one single item of clothing. This may or may not have been because the young lady I went with confiscated my wallet and only gave it back to me to pay for lunch.